Tuesday, March 17, 2009

i dont know what to do

love is like a piano. first you must learn to play by the rules, the you must forget the rules, and play from your heart. well i have learned the rules, and now i must break them. justin... he just.. doesnt seem like himself anymore. the amazingly fun guy i wanted to love. now he seems like a show off. like a jock thats turning into a jerk becuz he thinks he is good at everything. when he was with bree, he acted different then he acts around me. he acted more carelessly around her. but around me, itz like he is ashamed of me. i am starting to question whether or not to break up with him. this justin is not the one i love. i loved the sensitive, dorky justin that just wanted to be with you. no matter what. thats just not him anymore, and i miss him... and now i dont know what i am supposed to do? wow... my life is so confuzzling

8 comments:

  1. ha ha ^_^ yeah, Grace!! I know your life is "confuzzling"!!
    ^_^ I've been noticing that too....I could tell that he is still playing with Brianna just as much as you....maybe even more than you!! or atleast, that's what I think...I suppose taht I wouldn't really know

    Anyway, if you really think that Justin is really your boyfriend....I guess you could stay with him...but if I had a boyfriend .....how can I put it?

    here...let's say you bought Justin from that point of view...the careless, dorky one...or so it seems....and when you pen the package, it is not what you bought!!! Does that make any sense??

    well, I hope taht opened up and hit home......

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  2. haha ya it makes sence... kinda. ok well ur totally right. he loves bree more than me, and i know that. i can see it. ugh. i fell for someone that catched me, then got sidetracked with someone else and dropped me....

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  3. ....^_^ Has he ever told you that he loves Bree more than you

    ~and becuz I'm nice and I'm too tired in this case, I'm not gonna say ." haha told you so!!"

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  4. haha ok and no he hasnt but he broke up wit me anywyas

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  5. ok ^_^
    hey, I love your background...again!!
    but I have to admit that I can't see the words on your blog if they're against the pic...sorry ^_-

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  6. i know ha sorry! but i just realized something and i'm scared. justin is not coming back to roosevelt on monday.. and he wont be coming back. and i'm scared bacuz i just figured out how much i am going to miss him....

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  7. O_O goodness gracious! I thought you didn't care about him anymore...what happened?? I thought you were sticking to Ryker!!! I'm worried!

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  8. i thought i was going to to! i dont know what happened! i guess the whole time i was telling myself everything was ok so i believed myself. but now i just woke up from my dream, and now its.. a nightmare

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