justin

k. so i kinda sorta told some of my friends about justin. i'm scared they will tell bree though. i'm scared that brianna will be mad at me and will never be able to trust me again cuz i did it behind her back and she said she was disappointed when justin asked me out last time and i said no and that was behind her back. i dont think anyone knew that except karinna. and that happened friday. so ya. i'm scared something wil go wrong. i luv him and all, but i'm not used to anyone liking me like that. this whhole people liking me thingis totally new to me! wouldnt guess huh? well its true. so after he used to be so conected to bree, irs kinda weird to see him like her best friend thats not even cute. ugh. what am i going to do? -sigh- wow. this is gonna be hard. wel i gotta go deal with some guy problems so see ya l8r!

justin

so justin kinda sorta asked me out (to be his girl friend. same thing) and of course i said yes. how could i not when i luv him so much. the only thing i am kinda worried about is that he is kinda touchy. he tickles me a lot and he already tried holding my hand! which didnt bother me one bit surprisingly. i just didnt want to get him in trouble cuiz he i supposed to stay away from girls at school. so i didnt want him to get in any more trouble. but i didnt want him to think that i didnt luv him either. so what was i supposed to do? well i thought for a long moment, and just slid my hand around my back pack to where he couldnt intertwine our hands. so i was safe until he started to hold my waist. and my neice, rainey, was fighting with him childly. well kinda cuz she was kickin him(not hard. she couldnt even really kick him cuz he kept skillfully moving away) so i took thay advantage to get rainey away from him and calm her down so he had to let go of me. this was all happening while we were walking home and thank goodness i lived REALLY close cuz he started making his moves again. so we talked in the drive way for a couple minutes, he hugged me, then i walked inside. and now i cant wait to see him tomorrow!!!! wow i think i luv him too much. i hope brianna doesnt find out or atleast doesnt get mad. well i gotta go. see ya!